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Communication–
on the level of awareness,
automatically hard-wired accurateness,
and sometimes even preemptive
to reality unfurling;
natural chemical clairvoyance,
resonating with energy
inducing
action in reaction,
without consultation
of conscious decisions.
We’re in it.
Get used to it.
Make nice
with your inner instincts
directly connected
to most of reality,
you’re not
consciously aware of.
-M.E.
201504150746
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I think
and I see
I feel
and I breathe
I live
and I bleed
I want
and I need
I am
Waves of energy
Bonded in
Tangible physicality
Evolved by
Species practicality
Doing nothing
To prove rationality
Fear-defense
A true reality
Branding the
inevitably possible
Not even
Remotely plausible
Non-essentials
Utterly incomprehensible
Life-spans
Similarly negligible
But souls
Infinitely existential
In this
A quiet creed
My spirit
Is only freed
The moment
My fears leave
Accept life
And find Peace
-M.E.
201504231052
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I’m struggling,
because I feel like I’ve lost the ability to communicate meaningfully.
This is not the first,
nor I imagine the last time I will feel this way,
but knowing that doesn’t seem to make it any easier to adjust.
My life, is perpetually having the future on the tip of my tongue,
so tangible and real, yet I stugggle to get it out and beyond
the notions locked inside me.
I’m no da Vinci or Einstein, no Tesla or Rife,
I’m the muse in the shadow of their minds,
the unseen catalyst for great thinkers,
a dot on a timeline of history that (only maybe) gets written,
and I’m okay with this.
I just wish- no, I work harder every day than the day before
to grasp my own meanings in terms that will make sense
to everyone else;
all the better to reach those specific individuals,
the innovators and revolutionaries
born to lead by example
and not pretty pretenses
paraded around by propaganda.
Here’s to growing, even in a desert.
-M.E.
201706190030