Look Past It

Communication–

on the level of awareness,

automatically hard-wired accurateness,

and sometimes even preemptive

to reality unfurling;

natural chemical clairvoyance,

resonating with energy

inducing

action in reaction,

without consultation

of conscious decisions.

We’re in it.

Get used to it.

Make nice

with your inner instincts

directly connected

to most of reality,

you’re not

consciously aware of.

-M.E.

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I think

and I see

I feel

and I breathe

I live

and I bleed

I want

and I need

I am

Waves of energy

Bonded in

Tangible physicality

Evolved by

Species practicality

Doing nothing

To prove rationality

Fear-defense

A true reality

Branding the

inevitably possible

Not even

Remotely plausible

Non-essentials

Utterly incomprehensible

Life-spans

Similarly negligible

But souls

Infinitely existential

In this

A quiet creed

My spirit

Is only freed

The moment

My fears leave

Accept life

And find Peace

-M.E.

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I’m struggling,

because I feel like I’ve lost the ability to communicate meaningfully.

This is not the first,

nor I imagine the last time I will feel this way,

but knowing that doesn’t seem to make it any easier to adjust.

My life, is perpetually having the future on the tip of my tongue,

so tangible and real, yet I stugggle to get it out and beyond

the notions locked inside me.

I’m no da Vinci or Einstein, no Tesla or Rife,

I’m the muse in the shadow of their minds,

the unseen catalyst for great thinkers,

a dot on a timeline of history that (only maybe) gets written,

and I’m okay with this.

I just wish- no, I work harder every day than the day before

to grasp my own meanings in terms that will make sense

to everyone else;

all the better to reach those specific individuals,

the innovators and revolutionaries

born to lead by example

and not pretty pretenses

paraded around by propaganda.

Here’s to growing, even in a desert.

-M.E.

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